A profile of DJ Jeff Perkins wearing headphones and extending one hand forward, in tune with the music. Electric blue shapes spill from his headphones and mind along with purple music notes and squiggles. We see an airplane drifting through the air behind him, along with music equipment and a younger version of himself singing. Vinyl records are flying through the space, adding some purple and red on a pink background.

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What is the meaning of

home?

In this project we are highlighting the experiences of people in St. Louis, Missouri.
 

Roshae Hemmings speaks with Jeff Perkins, a St. Louis transplant who shares his love for music and community as a DJ known as DJ PBNJEFFY. The Kansas City native grew up listening to, and resonating with, music and artists across genres. In 2020, he moved to St. Louis, where he discovered his identity as a DJ — and built a supportive and creative community.

DJ PBNJEFFY leans on community, affirmations to hone craft

by | Sep 27, 2024

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by Roshae Hemmings | Next Generation Radio | St. Louis Public Radio | September 2024

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For as long as Jeff Perkins can remember, he’s always been known as “the music guy.” 

Growing up in Kansas City, he was exposed to and inspired by a variety of genres. 

In 2020, Perkins took his love for all things music and channeled it into a new hobby: DJing. 

When he moved to St. Louis, he further developed his craft and style and discovered that music is indeed home — no matter where he put down roots. 

When I’m on stage, I describe it as a current running underneath my skin. Yeah, I’m activated. I’m activated. I’m ready to perform. It’s the energy I feel. 

Hey there. I’m Jeff Perkins. I’m 33 years old, from Kansas City, Missouri, born and raised, but I live in St Louis, Missouri, specifically the University City neighborhood. I’m a DJ known as “DJ PBNJEFFY.”

Music has always had a place in my life. I really can’t remember a time where music wasn’t present, like as soon as I probably became cognizant of music, it was always in my life.

I grew up with my mom and my grandmother. They both raised me. Um, so it was a family home. I have four aunts, they would all leave their records in my granny’s house. 

I grew up with … my mom playing Mary J Blige, Tony, Braxton, Tupac, you know Notorious B.I.G.

I would just, like, be constantly downstairs in the basement listening to music. I’d be dancing, you know, just in my own world. And for me, that was my space in home to just, like, explore what it meant to be creative, even as a very, you know, young person.

So I was always surrounded by the physical presence of music, but also to just the sound of music itself, too. 

The difference between Jeff Perkins and DJ PBNJEFFY is they are both the same person, two sides of the same coin. 

Jeff is the guy who loves music, you know, he loves to archive music. Loves to collect he has so many different interests. 

But when I am DJ PBNJEFFY on that stage, you know I’m coming to have a good time, and I’m gonna make you have a good time. 

… So it really is like an electric current that’s underneath my skin that I kind of envision flowing through my turntables out into the audience.

As someone who’s not from St Louis and not familiar with any of the DJs here, I have been pleasantly surprised by how embraced I have become here, and I’m so very grateful to it every single day.

There’s so many different factors that make St. Louis feel like home, but I would say the moment that it felt like home was when I got booked to do WerQfest in July of 2023, which is a Black LGBTQ Music and Arts Festival here. The first and only of its kind here in the Midwest. 

I do remember going into the WerQfest set and thinking about the history of the community, of Black LGBTQ folks. So I immediately thought of, well, I’m gonna play house

I wanted people to know, like, this music, this genre, has a rich history in our community, and this is something we have always danced to and just felt free.

As someone who really believes in the power of affirmation, something I always say to myself before every gig is that I’m a great DJ now, and in the making, and that for me is recognizing my greatness in the present, but also, too, recognizing how much more great I’m going to become.

I consider myself a big dreamer. 

I’m going to continue to go after those big opportunities that scare me, because I believe that what I see for myself and what I desire for my life are bigger stages.

Something that I am focused on in terms of what’s next is just continuing to just hone my craft, and continuing to just build a sense of community around me and and really just share, you know, all of this creativity with people, because it really is just something so special.

I can’t have a home without music.

 

There is a stark difference between what makes a good DJ and a great DJ. From a technical perspective, it takes an acute knowledge of musical theory, knowing how to beatmatch songs, prior knowledge with archiving and curating music, and comfort with equipment. But even these skills can be present in a good DJ.

A great DJ, however, understands how to create a feeling. 

“When I’m on stage, it feels like a current running underneath my skin. I’m activated. I’m ready to perform,” said Jeff Perkins.“It’s an energy I feel. And that energy is definitely music.”

A Black man wearing a black hoodie smiles in his home studio. Behind him, there is a wall of brightly colored vinyl albums featuring artists such as Ariana Grande, Megan Thee Stallion, and Cardi B.

Jeff Perkins in front of his vinyl wall affectionately known as his “monthly musical mood board,” on Monday, Sept. 23, 2024, at his home studio in University City. From “Baby One More Time” by Britney Spears to “Wild and Peaceful” by Teena Marie, the vinyls in his collection have personal meanings. 

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A Black man looks at a bright pink laptop while standing at a DJ stand. The laptop reads “DJ PBNJEFFY.”

Jeff Perkins, known as “DJ PBNJEFFY,” 33, plays a set for hotel patrons on Sunday, Sept. 22, 2024, at Angard Arts Hotel in Grand Center. The “Jeffy” in his DJ name is a nod to the nickname his late aunt gave him.

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Perkins, most notably known by his DJ alter ego DJ PBNJEFFY (“like PB&J,” he explained), knew early on that he had the knowledge and innate curiosity that could make him great. The technical aspect of DJing was initially difficult to grasp. Looking back, though, Perkins realizes he was holding himself back.

“When it finally clicked for me, I was like, ‘What I’ve been doing wrong is overthinking,’ which is typical for me,” said Perkins. “But also, too, I [was] comparing myself to other DJs. When I was first starting off, yeah, I didn’t know how to scratch and do all those things, because [I] literally just started. [I was] still learning.”

Perkins is a self-taught DJ, using online resources and tips from DJ friends to kickstart his journey. The Kansas City native was born into a family of music lovers. Growing up, his mother played a wide range of artists and genres from Mary J. Blige and Teena Marie to The Eagles and Chicago. As Perkins got older, he began to develop his own music tastes, gravitating toward pop and R&B sounds. Britney Spears, Destiny’s Child and Beyonce were early influences. His musical knowledge and natural creativity ultimately led Perkins to pursue DJing.

A Black man scratches a turntable while peforming a DJ set.

Jeff Perkins, AKA “DJ PBNJEFFY,” 33, plays a set for hotel patrons on Sunday, Sept. 22, 2024, at Angard Arts Hotel in St. Louis. 

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As he continued to teach himself the fundamentals of DJing, Perkins moved to St. Louis for work and to be closer to family. Once he got here, he decided to put what he’d learned to the test at an open deck night at Sophie’s Artist Lounge.

“I remember being terrified of signing up to do that set,” said Perkins. “I remember being so nervous doing it, but afterwards, I was like, ‘That wasn’t so bad.’” 

The set, much to Perkins’ surprise, was well-received. This was the motivation he needed to keep going.

“DJs who were there, who have been playing for so long, they said, ‘We love that set. We love your energy,’ and that just led to more opportunities,” said Perkins.  “It felt good, it felt really inspiring, and it actually motivated me to keep doing it.” 

A Black woman wearing black dances in the foreground. Behind her, a man wearing headphones plays music at a DJ stand. They are surrounded by a bar overlooking St. Louis.

Bartender Marilyn Ellis, 36, dances during DJ PBNJEFFY’s set at Angad Art Hotel’s Art Bar on Sunday, Sept. 22, 2024, in Grand Center. “When I am DJ PBNJeffy on that stage, I’m coming to have a good time, and I’m gonna make you have a good time,” says Perkins.

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Perkins continued to hone his skills and eventually booked his first gig at Sophie’s. As he grew, he prioritized connecting with DJs in the area and leaning on them for tips and guidance. Those connections eventually fostered a community Perkins wasn’t initially expecting when he moved.

“Coming here as someone who’s not from St Louis, and not familiar with any of the DJs here, I have been pleasantly surprised by how embraced I have become here, and I’m so very grateful to it every single day,” said Perkins.

In strengthening his identity as a DJ and making connections, St. Louis began to feel more like home. This feeling was further solidified when Perkins was invited to DJ at WerQfest, a Black LGBTQ+ music and arts festival, in 2023.

“I remember just feeling so honored to be a part of it, but also I felt truly seen and welcomed. I was like, ‘Wow, okay. People really mess with me here,” said Perkins. That is a moment where I felt like, ‘Okay, this is home, for sure.’”

A Black man wearing a black hoodie in his home studio. Behind him, there is a wall of brightly colored vinyl albums featuring artists such as Ariana Grande, Megan Thee Stallion, and Cardi B.

Jeff Perkins in front of his vinyl wall affectionately known as his “monthly musical mood board,” on Monday, Sept. 23, 2024, at his home studio in University City. From “Baby One More Time” by Britney Spears to “Wild and Peaceful” by Teena Marie, the vinyls in his collection have personal meanings.

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Perkins calls himself “a big dreamer,” with aspirations of sharing his love of music with people around the world. As he continues to manifest performances on bigger stages, though, he is also focused on pouring back into the community that continues to pour into him.

“Something that I am focused on in terms of what’s next is just continuing to just hone my craft, you know, getting better at mixing, continuing to build my network, and continuing to just build a sense of community around me, and really just share this art, this craft, this music, all of this creativity with people, because it really is just something so special, and that really is enough.”

A Black man wearing headphones mixes music at a DJ stand at a hotel bar. Behind him, a man and woman share dinner while looking over the St. Louis skyline.

Jeff Perkins, known as DJPBNJEFFY, plays a set at Angad Art Hotel’s Art Bar on Sunday, Sept. 22, 2024, in Grand Center. “When I’m on stage, it feels like a current running underneath my skin,” he says. “I’m activated. I’m ready to perform.”

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A tan and black hat with the letters “KC” sits on a DJ stand. Under the hat, a black smartphone reads “Do Not Disturb.”

Jeff Perkins’ hat sits on a table on Sunday, Sept. 22, 2024, at the Angard Arts Hotel’s Art Bar in Grand Center. While Perkins is a fixture in the St. Louis music scene, he’s originally from Kansas City. Regardless of where he puts down roots, he says music is his home. (ROSHAE HEMMINGS / NEXTGENRADIO)

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